one two three ....million......still awake

Whatever happened to the counting sheep method to help facilitate the process of a nawme haniye. My thoughts are becoming louder than me at night, it seems as a thought battle occuring. It's a hopeless feeling. Today a man died, he left behind many broken hearts, I saw that sadness in her eyes and in her words. That man wrote a will two days ago!!! Do we hear our clock ticking? And we react upon. It scares me how some people feel death and they deliver a message just at the last minute. All  I could say is, die fast and travel slow.