Minor Vice

I am tired, I am exhausted but I am. At this very moment (10:10 am) I am craving an intimate conversation with a certain someone. A while back I wrote “random, deep and debatable conversations” under hobbies on my resume, I tend to prioritize relationships based on that. It is very important to have mental orgasms; I think they last longer than the sexual ones and you will be praised for the rapid growth of partners “win/win situation”. I decided to fall under the wings of world renowned writers and get lost in their stories, first impression “mon dieu!!!! My vocabulary is terribly poor!!” but anyways I love finding myself in each character, even as a vermin in the metamorphosis by Franz Kafka. I am going on a mini vacation next week with a dear friend; I am excited to do things I haven’t anticipated because I wasn’t aware of. It’s very important to look beyond the borders of our interests and enticing to step out #livebeyond.

I need to live up to my words!!! Maybe one day someone will make me.

 

EWWW Fish #currentreaction

 

 

 

 

Celebrating

MK

Pain is gain

There is a certain point in life, where one should make way for one. Close your eyes and imagine yourself standing in a crowded area, an area where distraction is easy and choices are vast. And then I want you to imagine elongating your arms and pushing everyone aside and allowing him or here to walk through. For some it’s an imagination of a shadow and for some it’s that face and body that as soon as they reach a touchable distance a tight grasp will sing "Hallelujah". I am playing “Forgiven” Alanis Morissette and my thoughts are distracted all I have to say is Life is a drug: addictive, moody, pricey, wild and short lived. If you know what you want, don’t wait. If you love what you have, don’t debate and if you started searching, Good Luck J   

"We all had our reasons to be there
We all had a thing or two to learn
We all needed something to cling to
So we did"

Prostitutes are there for a reason

 

 

Looking forward to the future

MK

Busy Feelings

It is said that “YOU LIVE YOU LEARN” well not in all cases or most cases. As life adds and subtracts days out of our lives, we seem to always live in accordance to feelings. As we live, do our feelings learn? Learn to hold back? Learn to cope? Learn to disregard or acknowledge? Well we might own those feelings, but some of it owns us.

This past weekend the feeling of loss owned many, this feeling has no mercy on anyone and it takes over leaving all feelings on the edge waiting for something or someone to bring them back to life.

I always tell myself that I have drank out of the sour cup of life, but I always remind myself that that cup is always full and I will find myself drinking from it again. I am listening to Bebe “Tu Silencio” one of my favorite songs btw I don’t understand a single word but if you hear me singing it you would assume that Spanish is my native language (wishing). But, this song is like life to me, no matter how in control I think I am or portray it, the truth is I only own the Title “Michelle Kandalaft” and tune, the rest life will write for me, and whether I like the lyrics or not I have to sing along.  WE ALL HAVE TO.

when I look at the world I see broken hearts, but I see hearts and it relieves me

to your hearts and mine I love you

 

 

 

 

 

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MK

Hey OBAMA

And all of the sudden, nothing makes sense.

I am looking forward to the Month of May, not sure why but that month always feels warm and hopeful. Maybe because signs of summer start emerging.

I am a woman of words, but some days I crave silence like today. Too bad!! Meeting in 15 minutes.

Many things/events to look forward too, but there is one thing that GOD DAM GOD DAM I am beyond hesitant.

Nothing at work impresses my taste buds, even the coffee is everything that Mental?

Is anyone really reading this?

Take me away! Not God, you!

PS OBAMA DOESN'T CARE

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU.....AND I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU ........I STILL WANT US TO BE IN A BAND I STILL WANT TO GO TO KFC EVERY FRIDAY AND BORROW YOUR COOL BELL BOTTOM AMERICAN JEANS AND LISTEN TO ROCK MUSIC AND EAT CATHY'S COOKIES WITHOUT KNOWING CALORIES EXIST. IN A COUPLE OF DAYS YOU WILL BE 26 AND I WON'T FEEL OLD.





akh,

MK