It’s April 25th 2013, I want to close my eyes and
arrive at May 31st 2013 to be more precise 9:30 pm. I feel pretty
drained at this moment, I am assuming it’s the terrible flu that refuses to let
go. Yesterday I conversed with a certain someone on Whatsapp, never can I understand
how someone can deliver an argument via characters, I think solid words need to
be supported by certain tones to project the right message. Anyways, the
conversation ended with a disappointment, “metel el 3ade”. Can someone explain
to me why we are so fucking defensive? I think this world is really coming to
end!!! There are people out there breaking sound barriers and we can’t event
hear the sound of a calm conversation. Are we programmed to not get along, is
it the result of this mad conspiracy that they have launched years back. I was
at a conference and a man who I respect not because of the last name he inherited
but for the simple fact that he listens, brought up a point of which the system
doesn’t allow external change or difference, not only do I agree! I am
witnessing that being translated in actions within the people. I will give
myself as an example since I can support my argument by simply saying “I”. I am
constantly approached by people with one argument; do you think you can change
what many have tried for years? (Rudely I might add) and passionately I always answer
yeas why not, well today I would like to rephrase, FUCK YES. Note to all who
doubt, I am not we are not you are not the same as the ones who fought for the
change we are starving for. I praise my passion towards a land that I thank God
daily for calling it WATANI. There is a saying if you don’t have something nice
to say then don’t say anything. We need to learn to integrate it into our
lives. It still hurts when people try to put me down, I am blessed with a
strong personality but my skin is as thick as yours and what you feel I feel. I
can press the mute button at times, but how long can the button work. The point
being is that, he who lives with a passionate determination to accomplish what
keep the soul going is a hero/winner regardless
of what the outcomes is. I am in Lebanon not to simply magnify its flaws with
words like most people/politicians sell through empty words, but to try and
magnify it strengths that will soon, if we stand closely witness it overpowering
all. If you once tried, try again and if you don’t want to move aside and allow
the rest to try.
What I am anxiously waiting for.........daily people call out my resemblance
I adore it
Missing
Mk
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