This past week I fell in and out of liking loving wanting
needing “God knows what coz I don’t even know anymore” a million times. You can call it an emotional rollercoaster
and I can stamp that. Now today I am perfectly fine, I still tend to have
moments that I just wonder!!! But it’s all under control. Now tonight it’s a
bit tricky, I just hope I’ll be busy enough to forget. Sometimes I feel like I am
playing a chess game against me. Plotting to overcome me!! I visited Saint Charbel
yesterday, as we drove up and got closer; I realized why so many people have
planned several times to take me there. I was dazzled!!! At one point I closed
my eyes and imagined my mother next to me, it was a perfect moment. At that
moment I thought of what my situation is, then I realized if there is
something, someone, anything that doesn’t make you happy 365 days then they are
a tenuous element and in life we all know the weak losses. Let them lose your
love, your time; your feelings let them lose you. For when they lose you will
win. I used to fight to remain sincere to my feelings, but sometimes my
feelings weighed me down. In this world you have to have your attitude aligned with
theirs, when they play queen you play king. I came to Lebanon with a naïve heart
and untrained mind and after two years, it takes one look at someone through
the eyes of course to not just read their thoughts, but unravel their all. Do try
it, whenever you are conversing with someone look them straight in the eye, it’s
a silent movement that brings out a loud truth. Your life is a work of art and
art is duplicated!! Let them duplicate you.
Be elegant , be bold!!! they both are beautiful
Kiss and more,
MK
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