Phone therapy sessions are my therapy sessions. It’s more of
a mutual knowledge input and realization process. Today we discussed that
empty/sad feeling we feel when we wake up. Is it normal to wake up really sad? I
think it is, because normally I feel that way. Like I always say, feeling sad
is not a problem, it’s a feeling! But, when it turns into a lifestyle/habit it
turns into a problem. Not knowing what provokes sadness, could possibly be the
saddest thing. I know where that’s sadness is coming from and she is definitely
on top of hers. Typically, the solution would be easy. But, in this case it is
an uncontrolled matter. Emotional mutuality /anticipation, a feeling that
basically sweeps you of your feet, is what we want. I felt that feeling not so
long ago; it’s a mixture of excitement, curiosity and a happy wake up feeling. It
helped me in so many ways, and I can’t wait to feel it again. And that’s how
the session ended, when something or someone doesn’t exist; let’s anticipate
the day they will. On a more personal note, I realized that you can’t apologize
for being loyal to what you feel. For if it was really real, there would have
been no need for an apology. It’s not easy to find love, but it’s easy to fall
in love and now balashet etfalsaf bye!
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