Monday, March 24, 2014

Let me hear you


I am still holding on to some hope, you know if you asked me a month ago about luck, I would tell you that you are either born with it or you will starve forever it. But now, I can tell you that luck is attitude. I daily wake up and try to think of the most beautiful thing in my life. To me it is my emotions, the way they make me feel is just a soul elevator.  Whenever people ask me why am I single, I would sarcastically respond I am cursed! I always found myself unlucky in that department, even in many aspects in my life; it’s always that extra 5 miles I have to sprint to get there. But you know what, I always do get there. I will still use the term, “Oh you are so lucky”, but now I am aware that the lucky person was sprinting before. We all have our stories that will never be published, so when we sit and drain ourselves with other people’s success and I am sure we all do, and wonder when our turn will arrive, well it won’t arrive you have to go and find it and fight for it. There is definitely something much bigger than all of us; to me it’s my God, whom I have prayed for strength to keep running. If you have no one to count on, to hear you out, to push you forward, to wish you the best of luck, look in the mirror and search for that one thing that will elevate your spirit. I am positive it is there somewhere, waiting for acknowledgment from you and only you.  Always remember “Enta el Batal” .


Count on yourself to be lucky and not on luck to be lucky.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I see the light,
 
MK

Monday, March 17, 2014

Undressing My Feelings


World oh world how petite you are! As I conversed with my mother last week about the natural causes of some unnecessary behaviors that inflicted a familiar feeling among loved ones, I wondered “Who is in control in the end?” I received a message on Saturday “Missing you ….x” I won’t lie, that message was my air at one point. I will proceed with full-fledged honesty, I felt nothing. Yes I am over that man I rejoiced. It’s a great feeling to find peace with a feeling that was suffocating me for so long. The worst feeling I have learned is when you love to love, but when they love to lie. But now I appreciate their lying because it showed me how weak I can be and what I should do to strengthen my weakness. This week was a breeze of fresh air that placed me on cloud 9. As we verbally exchanged ourselves, that stranger became a familiar figure that I grew eager to know more about. In life you meet people that release your interests, allowing them to be free and confident and I deeply thank him for that.

No matter how bitter it gets, you once tasted the sweetness of it and to know the difference you have to keep going.
 
 
 
You can only control who you are and what you are comes in different forms to the world. we fathom differently.
 
 
Grateful,
 
MK