Sunday, October 30, 2011

Not gone, Always here

Destination Heaven! You have always been the one to lead and we follow. Some might take time to reach but we will all stand next to you one day. With every sad thought my precious I am forcing a happy memory to follow. Where to go now? Can you help us? Do you hear us? The old are mourning, the young are mourning, and the friends, the family, the strangers, and the world are mourning. Laure keeps telling me to pray, I will pray. Habibi you were so full of life, no one could have lived it up like you, no one will accomplish like you did. All my life I never went close to the Halewe box, bass when Lisa asked for Halewe in the morning, Micha wanted halewe. All these memories I could replay in my head till my last breath, but to be honest I would have liked to live and build more. I am grateful for the feature resemblance that runs in your beautiful family, that way we can always see you. This will not be a tear shedding moment then period. It will be a story that will never have an ending. With every year I grow, you will grow with me, what lies ahead you will witness. Up there you have many loved ones, you might be young bass I am sure through you they will seek comfort. My words might be minimal my dearest friend, bass the feelings inside are endless. “Don't give in to your fears. If you do, you won't be able to talk to your heart.” PC. You are a Champion hayete, I have, and I am and will be always one of your biggest fans. I could understand why God would want you next to him, I used to beg you to visit me and we all know God doesn’t beg.
You will always smile, dance, laugh, love...........
 Mitochondria for life
When I was walking down the street dodoo
I saw something really wierd dodooo
It was a big peice of meat dodooo
It was something i really wanted to eat dodooo
Then I met this guy named Pete dodoo
And he wanted a peice of the meat.
"Our number one single"

Needing you,
MK

Thursday, October 27, 2011

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Who says tears are for women? Whenever I visited my grandparents I would always complain how emotionally poor my grandfather is. Show me some love Jesus!! I would seriouly joke around. Today he cried his eyes out as he hugged me goodbye. Emotions shouldn't be best described in words cause not all are good with words. It takes certain special moments to see some people from the inside. I love you Jedo


Love
Mk

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Straights lines bore me

Round of applause to you all. New day , new beginning. We all suffer from
what seems as the worse day of our lives, but waking up the next day makes
us the winners. Be faithful to yourself and let the sad moments, memories,
and thoughts be a brick put to form an unbreakable wall that will later
become a shield. I strongly force the idea of trying to discover a whole
universe inside your own body. Because, if you shine you will be noticed.
To all my friends and myself, it might not be earth shattering to sit and
complain and whine, but certain moments could be talking to you so listen
out. The future you seek might never arrive, but be grateful for having one.

We are one
MK

Monday, October 24, 2011

Two failed relationships and a new hair do

Sleepless in Beirut, I lay thinking what makes certain relationships go strong.
Having been in two serious relationships, I find myself still an amateur.
Being blessed with a mind that doesn't prioritize men, I am still curious to
know why some love stories have sour endings. Recently I witnessed a lot of
breakups that had promising futures. Is it the high expectations we set that
lead to tears and broken promises. Who suffers more in a breakup the male or
the female? My story could be described as Two Joe's and the other who will
surely bite the dust. Do past relationships haunt the soon to be ones.?
In the end like they say, if it's meant to be no one can escape.

Hare Krishna
MK

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Amen to men


Dear All,
There are two things in life you need to help you survive no matter where your feet will land. Hope and love. I have landed in many places throughout my 23 years on this scared yet sinful earth. Hope I courageously carried around, but finding love was my soul destruction. I have been in my beloved Lebanon for almost a year and a half and looking back to the moment I landed, I still feel passionate about it. There is something in the air as you arrive that makes you feel at home, safe, and ready to rip all foreign passports. It has been a daily struggle to convince myself that I belong here. I have comprised my biggest blessings, Parents, for my Lebanon, yet I feel torn between a land that mothered me and offered me adventures and self-discovering opportunities, and a land that will always and forever define me. I have fallen in love with Lebanon the moment it was taken away from me. Why is it that we claim love when we no longer have? Why do we fall in love when we don’t even know? Are we abusing the feeling of love to escape reality? Soon I will be back in the states where I will witness what true love means. As I write this I can’t help but be happy and sad. Throughout my journey in Lebanon, I have realized Time is what defines it all. When it’s your time, it will happen. As for now I will leave you with this, do you believe in time, or we make it happen?



She is she and I am me, simply black vs white


Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.
Albert Einstein 

Love,
MK