I haven’t written in a while, I always try but the words
just wouldn't make sense, as if they would now! It’s finally warm, God I love
this time of year. It’s the rebirth of the soul, I feel alive. I miss my family
so much, they are close but God dam soooooo far! I met some incredible people
last week, the type of people from a hello you instantly connect. We shared all
present thoughts and feelings, but more so we listened to them. I am really
grateful, I have always counted my imperfections and life’s negative behavior towards
me. But now I know that life was just teasing me. You know I spent this weekend
dancing and laughing, there was one episode where I cried, but I am very sensitive
and emotional so it was normal. But I kept over thinking what was going on, I hate
not being able to understand stories where I find myself a main character. Last
night my beautiful best friend “D” read me a late night quote and then looked
at me and said, “We always over analyze when it’s right there, they represent themselves
the way they are the way they feel so let’s stop generating excuses and
delivering answers to ourselves!” I slept with zero questions in my head. Some
words just make sense, and you know what I don’t give a dam F word, see mom I can
contain myself J
and you too. You can attain anything you want, believe me I know. The moments I
felt I lost, I just had to look up and it was a gold medal.
Never mind Man............
He has to make you smile
Grateful
MK
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