Thursday, April 16, 2015

Hey Man Can I Ask You Something?

I haven’t written in a while, I always try but the words just wouldn't make sense, as if they would now! It’s finally warm, God I love this time of year. It’s the rebirth of the soul, I feel alive. I miss my family so much, they are close but God dam soooooo far! I met some incredible people last week, the type of people from a hello you instantly connect. We shared all present thoughts and feelings, but more so we listened to them. I am really grateful, I have always counted my imperfections and life’s negative behavior towards me. But now I know that life was just teasing me. You know I spent this weekend dancing and laughing, there was one episode where I cried, but I am very sensitive and emotional so it was normal. But I kept over thinking what was going on, I hate not being able to understand stories where I find myself a main character. Last night my beautiful best friend “D” read me a late night quote and then looked at me and said, “We always over analyze when it’s right there, they represent themselves the way they are the way they feel so let’s stop generating excuses and delivering answers to ourselves!” I slept with zero questions in my head. Some words just make sense, and you know what I don’t give a dam F word, see mom I can contain myself J and you too. You can attain anything you want, believe me I know. The moments I felt I lost, I just had to look up and it was a gold medal.

Never mind Man............


He has to make you smile 




Grateful 
MK