91 Issues, and on to the next one.

A dear friend of mine painfully said goodbye to her love yesterday, prior to his departure, I saw her holding back the tears, but her emotions forced them out shamelessly. Cry sister! I silently said.

God it is the worst saying good bye to pieces of your heart, especially when a good bye is carried to a different continent and will live on for months till the next hello.

I advised her to cheer up and just fake an excitement to this new anticipation. I mean if I can do it, she can. Since the moment I turned 16 that feeling came to life. I miss them, and I count the days to see them. They leave this world, and I anticipate dreams to see them. They break your heart, but hope allows you to anticipate a moment of reconciliation. See we always anticipate, and I am starting to think it’s an excellent defense mechanism. Foolish but helpful

I just started an internship at a magazine I am pretty fond off, but at 26 I would have hoped all that I have worked for and accomplished would lead me to a job, I feel 18. But in the end it’s a choice and I AM ANTICIPATING TAKING OVER ;)

One more thing, don’t you ever feel like you are alone, we all feel! Just keep that in mind. 

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I call this education

I call this dedication

Stop at Nothing

MK

Should I wear a collant?

It’s been a while since I felt the need to write. It is usually when feeling sad especially hurt when I feel the urge, now those feelings accompany me at times but they don’t have a drastic presence. I think when you know what you want, or you learned how to read between the lines you stop asking “Why?” I met a beautiful lady from my Masters’ program that shared major similarities weather in personality or interests. Last night we stepped aside from the nightlife and discussed what she has been going through. I know most of my blogs are about relationships and men and women and akh and ekh but come on that’s usually the hot topic after a couple of vodka tonics. Of course we shared back and forth moments in past relationships and our similarities grew stronger. Of course we always ended our contribution in the conversation “Oh it’s his loss” LoL I think that phrase has become a universal ease. But really though! Whose loss is it really? As we proceeded she said they are “Hypocrites” I agreed with excitement but then brought it down with “We should have known better!” You see we can’t control how they treat us or act towards us, but we can definitely control our reaction, which is far more crucial in the equation, it really controls the (equal) part. This week I was invited to attend an event that I would have participated in an encounter with a person that kept me asking (Why?) but I decided to leave the answers unanswered because he had none and I realized that feelings are not permanent just sustainable depending on the who what where and why. Now let’s Guggenheim

Shu Beke Hayete?

Nothing! Rasse 3am youja3ni

:)

MK