I was relaxing at the pool the other day, a habit I frequently
used to do when I lived back in cali, and saw a group of teenagers girls acting
like teenager girls. Thank God I had my glasses on, because my vision froze,
and my memories took me back to the years. I like to call them my golden years.
I saw Tracy, I saw Lisa, I saw my mother in that spot (Rihab peeps would know
what I am talking about) and then I saw me. People always tease me “you
traveled to the furthest point and here we find you in Zahle wo al Rihab!!!” I usually
laugh, that laugh that you can never usually tell what it means “thank you for
wasting that second , Lame.” See when you leave home, and you live on trying to
serve this new life with an ace, you can never forget that the technique,
perseverance, passion, commitment are all characteristics emitting from a place
within longing to go back home. I always recall how I used to feel when I would
step foot on this country that takes over my soul, “warmth” . Many people
relate sadly many people won’t be able to feel that for a long time now “thank
you assir and your lovely god knows what!!!”
last week I met up with nini and a new friend as we just lived and
discussed and conversed, I randomly spit “I collect memories” within two
seconds I realized, I am sooo far away from the notion of evolution especially
when it comes to life. I am soo attached to certain details that make up big memories
that I daily carry on with me. Is this good or bad? My mother always tells me “Life
moves on, carry on but don’t weigh down!’ WISE WOMAN GOD I LOVE HER. Anyways my
point that I think I lost throughout the above words, is before you let your
memories get to you, build new ones. Certain characters no matter were life
placed them could be part of that chapter you are in but the main character is
you and the main you is them. Surround yourself with you “people who love you
or more so adore you”
I just enrolled myself in Happiness 101: a course built to
engage happy thoughts within.
Units: 1
Professor:
Michelle Kandalaft
Number of
students: 1
University:
Life
kel shi bzid 3an hado byen2ass
amen
please note: Lebnen awalan stamp that and when it comes to religion you ain't practicing it.
Calm
MK