I usually write with headphones on to isolate my thoughts
from distractions but today is not the case. My headphones are lying on my
bedroom floor under a blazer that turned into a shirt for last night’s outing.
I am very detailed when it comes to my imagining, especially when I imagine the
man I love. Yes we all have that one person that we love, loved, will always love,
mine has been the same for the past two years. I miss him, imagine him, wish
for him, hate him, love him, want him, don’t want him, I am fine, I am ok and I
don’t even know. But one thing I know, it’s not meant to be and part of me is
ok with that. When all your senses are in place, bullshit remains bullshit! But
we live in an era where sense and sensibility are simply a movie title. Really!
You might be laughing right now! But when was the last time you checked your
phone hoping to get a social media movement your way from a certain someone who
is online this very moment. We compromise pride for split seconds of happiness
because half the time we are anxious and waiting. I am trying to neutralize the
topic gender wise but if you sense a biased feminine perspective don’t overthink
it! I am a woman. “He might kiss someone
tonight” “He ignored me” “She is spending the weekend at his house” now do the
math! Cheater, Liar and motherfucker. Now wait a second, this is reality? Yes.
Honesty is not a weakness,
don't fear it !
Yours for now
MK
