I am not sure what your current state of feeling is, but I
am sure pain demanded a positioning at one point. Excuse my marketing analysis
on feelings, but I have been studying and interviewing, and some words are
embedded in my conversations, such as the feeling of pain. I hope you are not
drawing an image of me sobbing and trembling, not that I haven’t. I am talking
about the pain that is silent and dealt with one on one. I am not ashamed of
that feeling and neither should you. We do gain a lot in this world and should
be grateful and in return there is loss and with that, pain in unquestionable. My
pain is affiliated with love, I was born to fall in love and be loved. The past
three years love has been selfish and quite painful; distances grew,
frustrations became loud and clear and cutting losses became a dream. I am not
the only one, and that selfish thought allowed me to get out of bed. Human
beings survive! We are alive till we are not and that is the weapon that
overcomes pain. We have to keep in mind that love is reborn, as soon as it
fades, it resurfaces and it’s a cycle. “I can’t breathe!” a dear friend cried to
me. It’s a crazy feeling pain! It can translate itself physically, emotionally
and mentally and more so at some point it combines them all. Hayete I feel you
and many do. Today you let pain win, but tomorrow is a new day. My momi would
always tell me, “Micha, be grateful!” As I compare my pain with others, I find
it minimal and stupid, but it’s my pain and my battle and when it’s personal it’s
major. Praying for your pain <3
When I love, I do it without counting. I give myself entirely. And each time, it is the grand love of my life.
BB, ME, YOU and many more
BB, ME, YOU and many more
Regards,
MK
