Saturday, April 7, 2012

Love me love me


For some time now, I have been struck by cupid’s arrow.  Blinded by fantasies I find myself eager to discover why do we fall for certain people? Everyone wants to be in love, everyone wants to make love but not every one can love. I am standing in front of your pretentions arrows dear love, silently screaming, “Pull them out”. What could someone do if the mind fell in love? Love can burn the brain away, leaving the heart counting on common sense that isn’t inherited, but sought to survive. Love deflates that ego that we work so hard for, that ego is stripped away revealing the vulnerable soul. I can look at you for a second dear love and find a million reasons to keep loving, but should I? I give myself to him from the essence of my being, and I say thank you to my god. And then I wonder, what are you thinking? Feeling? And more so planning? It seems with love many questions are dotted. At first we are mesmerized by the idea of it, then we are occupied by its darkness and finally we drown in its waters. To all I am talking about the one sided love epidemic. Don’t fear it, but try to avoid it. You might fall for it, but you can always bounce out of it. You could be a slave to your self and might never know. When the demons of love seem to seize your whole, call for a rope from God. When your love in buried in temptations, call your mother for awareness and when love puts you down, call your friends who will redefine love and put you up. Each and everyday I beg to know you more, when I am close to you I am never hungry. What’s this feeling? A constant heart bleeding. I am trying to stay high, but because of you I am bound to drop low. What is this feeling, that makes me not see what is, but always hope for a different what will? But you know what makes hope bigger than the whole picture. I have felt this way many times, so dear love galloups ta choups. J



Keep the sheets clean for someone who deserves

Forever Green
MKG